whatever it is just face the thing that will happen .
make the experiences as our best teacher .
without experience we are nothing . 
through experiences we learn something .
anyway we must face the things that we had done . 
my experience about the best thing in the world ; FRIENDSHIP 
without my friends , i can feel the emptiness in my heart *its sound annoying
but its true .
most of my time with my beloved friends . 
different friends . different experiences . 
up & down we face together .
everyone try plays their good role . 
but nobody perfects right ?
i realised . i make mistakes . 
i just forgot no hatred in friendship .
i dont know why ?
sometimes i felt that im very cruel . 
i stay away from them . avoid them . 
im alone then . felt some regret inside . 
but 
dont they realised that i love them as much as i love myself . 
do they love me as much as i love them ?
im admit that ego inside me . 
because of that i lost my beloved friends . 
i shame to say sorry and thank you .
i never admit my fault .
i not appreciate them . 
i let them behind when i met new friends .
when they cry in front of me . 
i just let them crying more & more .
im not showing any response . not crying nor smile .
just shut my mouth .
but bottom of my heart im crying like hell .
the experiences teach me the meaning of friendship .
now i realised that our friendship is the moment in my life . 
deeply & strongly i miss my friends 
but life must go on . 
i will let them always in my memory . 
forever . 
they are my true friend . 
SORRY & THANK YOU SO MUCH !
dedicate to my beloved ; kuyen , wanie , waed , tasya , tikhus , faad , oo , kiera , zerr . 
p/s : im loser .
lots of love , 
TINADMUHAMAD
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